Somehow my alarm clock is all messed up. My real alarm clock finally died over the holidays. I've had it since college...so it doesn't owe me anything. But, my inner alarm clock is just whacked! I feel like this baby...upside down. I've always been an early to bed, early to rise...no problems in the sleep department kind of gal. Now, suddenly, I'm laying awake at night...tossing and turning. It's miserable. Then, in the morning...this gal doesn't jump up for her time with Jesus. I'm so far from AWAKE...I'm actually almost in PAIN...ugh...coffee, coffee.
And speaking of coffee...That's not it so don't even go there. I only drink one cup in the morning...and no, I'm not giving it up...I'm drinking more water and exercising more than I ever have...ever. And, I don't have any major worries. Honestly, I was thinking about what I might wear to my husband's company dinner last night.
So, I'm resorting to prayer...RESORTING...yeah, duh! Why is it my last resort? When will I ever learn??
Oh, Dear Lord, Please help me to come to you right away about all things...great and small. Please help me to begin sleeping WELL...Be my sleeping aide! Allow me to be AWAKE in the morning...and up sitting quietly in my chair...AWAKE and listening for Your voice!! Amen!!