And again, “I will put my trust in him.”
And again, “Behold, I and the children God has given me.”
I know that today will be a struggle to TRUST though...because every time I get into a classroom...I miss being there. I question...again and again...God's timing.
pushy and alpha, cliquey packs of everything I don't like about groups of women. *Sigh*...I find myself looking for those quiet, helpful tasks to do for the teacher...things I know the other Moms don't want to do...and things that the teacher will have to do herself before she can go home.
This season of staying at home isn't easy for me, requiring lots of TRUSTing...and I have to turn it over to God...again and again...the manic cyclical chores sometimes threaten to drive me quite mad! I know my honesty may bother those who feel all Moms are called to stay at home forever and ever amen. But, it's not for me...forever anyway.
"I am teaching you today--yes, you--so you will trust in the LORD." Proverbs 22:19